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2003-06-19 - 12:27 a.m.

"summer time and the livinz easy" OH HOW THE DAYS FLY BY~~~~~

Somehow or another, even though its been a good while since i wrote in here last I am still in the same damn situaion. still. ARGH.

Well changes come as time goes by and changes live as old lifestyles die so heres to change and what it brings ~ im lookin forward to that shit. im movin in with some friends of mine soon... that should be cool. gonna paint my walls "raspberry fizz" again....the sexiest color in the world:) hopefully will be getting a doggie pretty soon too.

still working a retarded job, still drinking a little too much, still making stupid decisions when i drink too much, still trying to quit smoking even though i know i wont....still wondering why the hell any of that matters... lol its kinda funny though when i think about it because none of this stuff really does actually matter... so i mean, yea i could get a little down about it but really...im alive and relatively happy in life right now....so i guess i really should just be thankful that nothing drastic has happened lately... i just reallllly like a little excitement.. may just hafta stir some up here pretty soon. but ill get back to ya all on that. this entry makes no sense but im just sorting out my thoughts so.. yeah... im confusing as hell right :) teeeee heee UHHHH come to think of it maybe stirring up excitement is just not cool.... yeah definitely not cool ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~>peace oh yeah happy birthday ashlyn~!!!!! i love you girl~fren!!!!!!!!!!

 

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